Dear is in the airport now. he's flying to China to attend conference and exhibition. this sense of dread keeps washing over me as time ticks closer to 2am. he'll be leaving me all alone here for one week. not the first time, and i tot i had gotten used to this, but it still hurts just as much as the first time
I almost lost my 2nd hamster just now. I isolated Dumpty from Mooch and Pooch cos he would bully them during meal time. i placed Dumpty in this cardboard box until the other two are done eating. that sneaky fella managed to chew a hole through the box and escaped. my poor poor Dumpty ended up in Lexter's paws (thank God not in her teeth) for God knows how long before i found out. Lexter was guarding her new toy so fiercely i cannot reach Dumpty unless i get bitten my Lexter. i was so afraid Lexter will treat Dumpty like how she treated other mouse...fling them around with her teeth and toss them around with her paws. i'm so so thankful i managed to get Dumpty out alive. Dumpty was shivering in fear, had lost half his weight in half an hour, and soaked wet i dunno why. but he's fine...no wound no blood. oh my, thank God. now i just hope hamsters don't go through trauma consequences like human do. if he stops eating and drinking and sleeping due to that short traumatic experience, i'll feel so so guilty...
Shit...time is ticking away...after Darling gets on the plane, i'll be cursing time for ticking too slowly, anxious for 7 days to fly by and to see Darling again. he promised me so many things he'll do with me when he gets back...we're gonna visit Tzu Chi Buddhist Society to volunteer; we'll watch Prom Night; he'll fix my anti-virus; we'll go California Fitness to join all their dance classes and fitness regime; he'll pick me to and fro from internship, and...also....9th September....
oh gosh i so can't wait for him to come back!!!
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