listen! listen!!!

rumours had been spreading around me. since last sem, actually. and usually, i couldnt be bothered to clarify anything if it only concern me. i mean, people dunno whats happening in my life, and jumps to conclusion bout me, then let them talk and it'll die down eventually

but this time, the rumours involve more than me alone. to prevent further misunderstanding, i just feel like saying some things...

i never had a guy as my close friend, but at the moment, the closest friend of mine, is Mr Alex Loo Wen Wei...

we're doing lots of group work together, and we hang around together in college, and he's sweet, always looking out for me. but of cos, people start speculating that we're a couple...

i've heard of all these since last semester. what the heck, let people talk la. i heard of this rumour quite late (as usual, im never updated), but don't care la, i just laughed it off

i talked to Dear about it, and he also laughed it off, saying if he really had minded, he wouldnt even allowed me to befriend him long time ago (Dear and i share EVERYTHING)

but now, another party has been involved in this funny rumour, so i think i should justify a lil....

this is Yi Ping...and she is Alex's girlfriend. she's sweet, pretty and nice, and superbly understanding too. she also knows of these rumours, and she has faith in Alex, the way Dear has trust in me

but still, i put myself in Dear's or YP's shoes, and i know i wouldnt like to hear people thinking that some other girl/guy is my boyfriend/girlfriend's partner. its just not a pleasant feeling

Alex is a great friend. but he said to me, and i quote "you're not the type of girl i would date" similarly, i had told him before, in my usual irritating tone (only directed to Alex) "yeah cant imagine myself dating you either"

Initially Alex had thought of distancing himself from me without telling me what's going on, bcos he was afraid of creating conflict between Dear and i. good thing he didnt do that. we both had talked bout this issue, and i had discussed with Dear bout my friendship with Alex. similarly, Alex had spoken to Yi Ping bout us, and we're all in comfortable positions. i really dont want external rumours to fly too far and create misunderstandings among the four of us. it's not easy being comfortable with another person, what more being able to be good friends with someone of the opposite sex, u know???

its even harder to find an amazing boyfriend who would be so supportive and understanding and trusting of me, but i've found him...

this is Mr Ooi Eu Veng, the engineer from Protrac Progressive, the neighbor from Lestari Mansions, and the guy who pampered me rotten...

  

Darling is a tambeekin at the moment...i really really miss him...