happy valentine's day!

happy valentine's y'all! but this year my valentine falls on 16th Feb, not 14th Feb. but to all you people out there, go ahead and celebrate this festival of love! celebrate the love, y'all! im so happy to see the romance in the air in college today. in the bus on the way to KPD, i saw this girl holding a single stalk of rose in her hand and sitting next to this guy. well, they weren't acting like a couple but i choose to believe they're a couple. awww...so sweet! sometimes i look around and think that most guys in my college put on this tough-guy look. its really so sweet to think that beneath those ego they do have a soft, sweet and romantic side.

like our Mr. Daniel Ho for example. on the surface he looked so selamba, but who would have thought he would order a doezen red+white roses and got them delivered to Nat's house? reached way way early in the morning before our princess awaken somemore. awww...so happy for u, NatC. girl! ^_^ in college there were flowers, red balloons, chocolates and little soft toy bouquets for sale...so much love in the air...just brought a smile to my face ^o^

my 14th Feb started out great...had a call from Darling at midnight! though we only spoked for 2 mins plus, it was so so worth it. brought me such a peaceful sleep i woke up feeling super energetic. today i woke up at 6am, like any other days this week, but instead of feeling sleepy and grouchy, i practically jumped out of bed, brushed teeth and started assignment. yes...yes...i had assignment due on Valentine's. whoever said lecturers are more loving on this lovey dovey day? anyway, where was i? yes yes...so i woke up at 6am to finish my assignment. a 10-pages assignment which i started doing only 2days ago. oh well, thankfully there wasnt morning class today, so i was rushing til 12pm, bathe and flew to college. and the stressful mood ended, the loving mood came flooding in.... *blissful sigh...*

oh yeah...today got some criticisms on my hair. lol oh well, i had expected it. i was pretty self conscious as soon as i saw the product of my bravery i.e. trusting my hairstylist to do whatever she wants. but its something different, so i can accept it. first thing that came to my mind was..."omg! what would people think?!" then i scolded myself "you stupid fool, why do u even care what others think? its just some hairstyle on another ordinary head" and to not so ordinary friends of mine, well, if they laugh at me then they'll be degraded to less than ordinary friends lor. apa susah sangat? my personality aint hanging from my hair mar, kan kan kan? ^_^

oh yeah...today had a horrbile start, and a horrible end too! ok...here comes some self pitying story: everyday after class i have to fetch my lil baby bro (who's 16...) back home. and thing is...this fella has no sense of time whatsoever. it annoys the hell out of me! he finishes class at 4pm, but he reaches the LRT station 2hrs later! *swt* only god knows if he's staying back playing basketball or kao lui or lepaking in bkt bintang. yeah so anyway, usually i wait for him til he calls, then only i leave college. otherwise i would be waiting like a dungu by the station for more than an hour. today i left college at 6pm before he called. suddenly he smsed me saying he has reached. well, usually i would say "padan muka. ur turn to wait for me" but not today! stupid traffic jam! and he called, happily went to his fren's house while i crawl through the jam. urgh!!!!! feeling like a slave to a younger, more inferior budak!!!

oh well, but i secretly made a vow...a vow to revenge...nyehehe. hey, i said its a secret, so why u wondering what kinda vow is that? no no...not gonna announce it! *bluek!* yes im in a super good mood now. omg...since yesterday suddenly my appetite came back. even my uncontrollable reflexes know darling's coming back soon, so all my system start to cheer up again, appetite also mula membesar kembali. ish ish...the only part i liked about being sad was the suppression of appetite. sekarang, ada Valentine's ada CNY, macam mana mau diet?

gosh pardon the Malay language. too much of DanHo influence. alrightey...while all the couples are having a romantic candlelight dinner, i'll fill myself with love and....STUDY!!! tomorrow got quiz mar! ^_^

again, i wanna send out all my love to everyone who cares for me. i do appreciate your friendships all the time, but today is the day i expressed my grattitude openly. thanks for your love and care peeps!

-sel-