my apologies for the foul language used in my previous emotional outburst. although i went through something unpleasant (which i will not mention...the unhappy past is best left forgotten right?) but through my tears i found out how much my friends care for me, and how much Darling can sacrifice his own happiness to be patient with me and support me unconditionally.
To Mel, Kel, Nat, thanks for your smses girls...not only you didnt push me for details, you offered support without knowing what went wrong. thanks babez...
To Dan, thanks for your sweet comment. thanks also for your thoughtfulness in giving me the motivational bookmarks with Nat...
To Darling, im so sorry i've put you through so much pain. im sorry because of my pain u were affected too. and i promise i wont push u away again. thank you for being so selfless dear...~I LOVE YOU~
________________________________________________________anyway, my sat actually began beautifully. went for doggie walking with Darling & Shadow. but our walk was kinda spoilt...no thanks to Lexter. my smart dog looks beautiful and obedient on the outside, but Dear and I found one weird habit of us when we let her loose to run around in the playground. OMG...my dog has an obsession with shit!!! first thing she did as soon as she was free was to rub herself all over a pile of shit!!! my god! if she wasnt a dog i would have called her stupid!!! well, actually i did call her stupid as soon as i caught her again. man...she stank, and there was clotted shit stuck onto her once beautiful, shining blond fur. well, ok, it was Darling's first time seeing such behavior, but i've seen my precious doggie rub herself on weird things before. few times she escaped our gate we found her all stinking with shit. other times she would rub herself against dead frogs in our garden. sigh...sigh...why didnt she observe and learn some intelligence from her super smart owner???
so our walk ended with an unpleasant smell, and that stupid dog bathed 3 times that day. after 3 yrs of weekly bathing she still dislike bathing, so serve her right for having 3 times torture that day. keke...ok im so mean. keke, i still love you, Lexter!!!
well, 2nd half of Saturday was ruined *fast forward sound* on Sunday, went to Uncle Albert's house warming + Chop Goh Meh lunch. and guess who i saw there? my old school mate, my librarian senior, Lai Cheng's cousin, my current uni mate, Xiao Wen! so shocked to see her!! and the world is so small!!! she used to be Uncle Albert's old neighbor...wow... *eyes opened wide*
yesterday was Monday...and what an amazing Monday to start my week. in the morning i met darling for breakfast. then after class, i came back and went solo shopping!!! its quite sad to shop alone, but i wanna buy a pair of indoor gymming shoes! well, i do have my pair of sneakers, but Darling's gym is all completed, obviously i wouldnt wanna go Bkt Jalil club and gym miserably on my own. however, the condition is...get another pair of new sneakers. i went and got a pair of Bata Power shoes. no point buying expensive branded one right? sigh...i miss the feel of me old loyal Nike, but i rather trade off shoes for gymming session with my personal trainer!! ^o^ and gymming with Darling is...omg...so so productive! *pump fists downwards* yes.....!!! im all geared up to work on my spare tyres, my flabby arms, and my bulging thighs!!!! *do a jiggie dance*
today had class from 9 til 4pm. counseling lecture was getting boring, so Jon Sern started teaching me Hokkien foul language. i used to think people were discriminating when they say Hokkien language sounds crude. hey, i grew up speaking and listening to my mother tongue ok, it sounds fine! then i realised why i never see the crude side....because i havent been mixing around with young boys with foul tongue!!! gosh, Jon Sern went on and on with words that i've never heard before. i found out that "siow" not only means crazy/mad, it also defines any "orgasmic fluid" for both male and female. darn...sometimes ppl call me "Sel" then "Siow" OMG!!! i've been called semen/vaginal fluid all these while!!! *horrified gasp* naw...those people doesnt know Hokkien...naw...i think Jon Sern just made that up...no..no...NO!!!
oh sigh..im like typing nonsense now...just waiting for Darling to come back from work and meet me. life after CNY does feel different...there's this brand-new kinda feel. firstly, i feel less stressed up about college workload. perhaps its due to completion of community service in Katsu. secondly, feels so different now that Darling goes to office to work. he used to work from home, but now goes to company everyday. im so happy life is finally more stable for him - house reno is almost completed, comfortable house, and productive workplace. of cos, now he cant stay too long for breakfast, or i cant find him in his house after class as i used to. but this is life...he's gotta work, and work definitely come first before play. overall, im liking this new feel...life is finally more certain, more predictable =)
oh no...Darling's stuck in office. oh well, Work Comes First, Sel!!! gotta study for quiz tmr!!! see ya peepz!!!
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