aaah...phew...

*big big sigh of relieve* pheewwww....

exam is over and done with, and now, i have 2 weeks of holiday. yep, its time to catch back all those sleep debts and tv times. but i caught back all those within two days. i watched and slept enought during the weekend. now its monday. so...what can i do to fill my time?

i was ecstatic about hols, until darling had to go for business trip. he's not around physically, fine, i'll live with other means of communication. but bloody sms is so costly! and internet...oh gosh...there is almost no such things as wi-fi there. there are cyber cafe, but damn slow and so expensive. last time when Dear was in China, every hotel room had internet connection. this time in India, nothing!!!

i learnt in Asian Biz about how fast India's economy had grown, how they top the list in IT, and one of the biggest economy in Asia. but Darling had a culture shock, thousands were sleeping on the streets, they were all thin and frail, one woman had a rotten eye. they smell because if they have no roof above their heads, where do they find bathrooms?

the weather is at freaking burning point at 40degrees, and my poor dear is traveling from town to town everyday. first was delhi, then kolkata, then jemshadpur, then raigarh. tonight another overnight train ride to dunno where this time. sigh....

today whole day was spend in front of TV and surfing the net. supposed to go gymming but i felt lazy. keke gotten used to 2weeks of exercise-free weeks. what's more, it was this 2 weeks that i actually lost weight. lost bout 1-2kg due to extreme stress, no time and no appetite for food and lack of sleep. but well, i'll gain back those weight, and more, before the hol ends.

thank god i'll be going out of the house tmr. im in desperate need for company to keep my mind off thinking too much. the more im alone, the more i'll think bout the Darling, the more i'll miss him, the bigger the pain i'll feel, the nearer i'll fall into depression. u can think im exaggerating, but i really am that dependent and attached...

ok i wanna go make phone calls now. its time to connect back with all the ppl i've been too busy to offer my time. first person on the list...is long distance call to Australia, to my dear fren, Yee Hua!!! =) see u peeps!