WHY?

Why force me into the corner?

Why treat me so unfairly?

Why disregard my feelings?

Why ignore my needs?

Why waste my effort to try to make things better?

Why do I even bother?

Will I ever get the best of both world?

Is the solution only to choose one or another? Is there no middle way?

I tell myself not to bother

I tell myself I shouldn't care about what you think

But I can't...

I've lied to myself for a year, it's all bottled up and coming out again

I need help

I am getting help

But its not working

Maybe it just hasn't worked yet

I don't wanna  think about it anymore

If only that method works