finally!

yes finally a template which readers can drop comment!

haha yeah its simple, so little colors, but what to do? i cant have the best of both world =(

im feeling good now...im feeling at peace after struggling with a nagging issue for some time. its an internal dissatisfaction i tried to deny and ignore, which then resurfaced and i blamed it on someone else, but now after talking to a great friend i've solved my issues ^ ^

so what's up in my life?

last Saturday was Dear's mom's bday party in her house. then on Sunday i went for International Hot Air Balloon festival in Putrajaya, with Dear, Eu Gene, Ellie and Wei Luen. my parents and brother went too, but separately. Dear slept only 2 hrs the night before, but he sent me to work after Hot Air Balloon, and he waited for me for 7hrs, until i finished work *awwwww~* 

it was Mel's bday last Sunday. she turned 22 on the 22nd! hehehe me, Dear, Nat, Dan and Alex shared and bought her a bunch of cat stuff as her bday gift. her pet cat was a new addition to her family, and it meant the world to her, so since Mel has everything that she needs, why not we pamper her precious beloved cat instead? =) that cat had been thru such challenging life before she found Mel, she deserves to be pampered. since we don't know the cat's birthday, why not give her gifts on her owner's birthday hor???

last night i went for Mel's dance competition in Supper Club, Hartamas (formerly Soda Club). the interior not bad! very spacious club too. although i paid rm35 for fried rice+ sandwich+pepsi, and i felt like the oldest girl in a CLUB cos it was organized by kids under 18, i was there to support Mel. i can overlook all else =D

oh yeah, i made my Commerative Speech last Thurs. as part of my Public Speaking course, one of my assignment is to commerate someone. i spoke about my late grandfather, about how much he had sacrificed for me, how much he loved me. and i cannot believe how absorbed my audience was. thanks Grandpa for walking with me thru this assignment...i know u heard me...i am proud of u, i want to share with the world what a great man u were..

tmr morning i'll be going back Taiping for Cheng Beng. i cant wait to visit my grandpa again. his face is slowly fading off in my head, i want to see his smiling face on his memorial board again. i want him to feel the presence of the whole family, united at his presence. i want to personally thank him for helping me make my speech. i miss him alot

ooh, i've submitted my resignation letter at Haagen Dazs ady. next Monday will be my last day. its gonna be sad, cos this is definitely the most fun job i've ever had. i really enjoyed working with my colleagues, joking and laughing, doing menial labour that doesnt require thinking or stressing. 

but i'll need to start looking for more stressing jobs now that graduation is coming close. in fact, i went for a job interview yesterday. i applied for lecturing position as Psychology lecturer in HELP's Foundation program. yes the one that Nat applied too. i'll be having my mock lecture next Thurs

now i know how hard it is to compete for survival. this job vacancy is opened to everyone, my other Psychology classmates applied too. its gonna be such a tough competition, and only one will be chosen. i probably can understand why in some movies, ppl will use dirty tactics to defeat their opponent, even if it was their own friends, in order to get a business deal. but of cos, im not gonna try any tricks on my friends. lol. its now a matter of fair competition, may the best one win i guess. i felt so weird that Nat and I are applying for the same job...i almost backed out of it bcos i didnt wanna compete with my best friend. but i guess this is something i cant avoid...all of us are graduating at the same time with the same qualification, we'll definitely be applying for the same jobs

anyway i've applied to Taylors and SEGi College too, hopefully i'll hear news from them too. i wouldnt know what else is out there, no extra choice to compare to HELP's position. hmmm....we'll see, we'll see

gotta go get ready for dinner with Dear's family luh! 

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