Sel's Story: I'm gonna miss her

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

I'm gonna miss her

im so gonna miss her...

my heart was feeling dreadful as soon as i woke up this morning. i was anxious to come home right after class to give her lots of loving hugs and kisses and give her good food. i kept thinking bout her experience last year, and how i dun want her to go thru again if possible...

i just dropped my darling dog, Lexter, at the pet boarding shop...

that poor girl refused to eat, drink, pee and poo for 3 days, when we left her for boarding last Chinese New Year. either bcos she was too afraid, or she felt uncomfortable peeing/pooing at strange place, or she didnt wanna dirty her sleeping place, or she wanna show her dissatisfaction and anger by going on strike. whichever it was, it sure hurts me like crazy knowing she's suffering the whole time she was there

last year at least Dear helped me take her out for a walk, so Lexter peed a river as soon as she was out of her cage. this year, well, under a different circumstance she will not have such luxury. such an innocent victim...

just now i felt pain watching her sitting in her little cage, being left alone in the dark dark shop. i would feel so lost and scared if i were her! she's so used to following us around the house, always sleeping next to my mom's bed at night, waking up the same time as she does, tagging along after her when she does her chores, and asking for her biscuits and Milo at her usual spot. after mom goes to work, she'll be sleeping underneath the sofa until im awake. then she would be following me around too...begging for my breakfast, wagging her tail and seeing me off at the door.

so u think she's pampered? yeah i think so too. and i would proudly say so. my dog is super lucky, but i think im even luckier to have her as part of the family. i cant wait to come back from Taiping!!!