i laugh

today i read an article on Freudian's theory, that one of the ego defense mechanism is HUMOUR

i was surprised. i mean, humour is a good thing right?

then i found out it was true..

when someone throw a criticism at me, i laugh...

that i seriously made myself believe people are so amusing, so cute, at how shallow they can be to judge others without knowing them

then, yet again, i was in all high hopes to make someone else feel better, when i found out that my presence was really not wanted

i laughed again

and i walked away. i've just been told that im not welcomed. am i that thick skin to stay on?

then i went home and cried

what a humourous behaviour huh?

HAHA