one more paper and im free!

im back!

and im done with social psych! dun have to think bout it anymore, maybe til next yr, if there's such thing as Advance Social Psych *ponder ponder* but anyway, im feeling so much faitgue now, as if i've been sleeping 2 hrs for the past few weeks, when fact is i've been getting almost 10hrs of sleep almost every night except last night.

anyway, like i said, today had Social Psych final exam. yesterday whole day was studying at home. reading thru 2nd time, but halfway thru at 7pm tiba-tiba blackout!!! and i was home, all alone. poor Lexter got so scared she hid under my bed. but then again, i dun think she'll realise if she's under bed or on top of bed, cos everywhere's pitch dark... =.="

anyway, i litted candles, sweating more and more with every passing second. then parents came back, and we went out for dinner. restaurant got air-con!!! Y-E-S~!!!! after dinner, i went to McD to study. that was 11pm, and entire McD was PACK! CROWDED!!! with kids, families, youngsters. so meriah. sometimes its a wonder how a misfortune brings everybody together in such happy atmosphere. anyway, i was there alone, and found a corner, quickly got myself busy

suddenly someone tapped my table. i was so absorbed reading n humming to music blasting in my ears i totally blocked out my surrounding ady. then i looked up and saw Dad. behind him was my entire family. and my neighbors *big sweat* it must be really that hot at home. oh well, they sat another table, left me to study peacefully. so sweet.... *wink*

u know, after last night, i think im an extrovert. bcos extrovert needs high level of arousal in their Central Nervous System to feel comfortable. and extroverts perform better in noisy surrounding. so last night, i told myself "im an extrovert. noisy surrounding is the best environment for me to study" whether or not im an extrovert, im trying to use self-fulfillinf prophecy. and it worked! i managed to concentrate better than when im sitting in my own room! *woohaaH!*

anyway, went home and sleep in 1pm, still no electicity. slept in spaghetti top and shorts, open window wide open, slept right underneath my window. dare not light mosquito coil in case i suffocate my hamsters. arent i such loving owner? *fake blush*

alright, blackout, light-in, study study, yaddie yaddah, then....EXAM!!! wah lau, 30MCQ, 6 short answers AND 2 essays within 2 hrs. wrote til hands sakit also dare not take one second break!!! in the end, managed to finish 5 mins before times up, but i dare not recheck what i've written. grammar and spelling, dun need to mention ady la. countless. but my arrangement of points is what frustrates me. study so hard, memorise so susah, then managed to remember all to answer the question! but thing is, i have TIME and WORD limit, couldnt even connect my points proporly. everything left hanging. might as well dun answer. no diff than not remembering my facts. sigh. ok ok its over!!! DUN THINK!!!

next paper is on friday, and i've totally forgotten what i've read. but currently am chatting bout plans on friday, AFTER exam. well, i gotta keep myself motivated with rewards in order to maintain discipline in studying right? >.<

yay yay! darling's coming back tmr! he's currently in India. business trip again. but thank God this time its 3days not 3 weeks. but then again, i wont moan and complain and get all depress like i did last time. bcos i've come to realise it'll be very much part of our future, all this frequent business trips. so now, all i feel is pride, and of cos, worried. my darling is such a capable engineer come businessman! *big fat bluek at all those rolling eyes*

alright, i wanna go to sleep, since i definitely wont be studying tonight. nitey nitez!!!