hi there!!!
sorry for being MIA for a week! it has been a hectic holiday. the day right after i came back from Cambodia i started internship. and work really took up all my weekdays. i wake up at 5.30am every day, leave house by 6.40 with parents n bro, cos bro gotta reach school before 7.30am. so usually i reach office by 7.30 when work starts at 9am.
so far work has been fine. workplace culture is really flexible and lenient, so i am adjusting pretty well. since my desktop was running i was doing data entry most of the time. pretty tedious its nerve-wreckingly boring @_@
thank God i had an exciting weekend to look forward to. i took Friday off way before i started work, cos im going on a turtle conservation trip! going to Ma' Daerah, Terengganu from Fri to Sun, with Darling, Darling's friend, and college mates. more details with pics in next post!!!
anyway, shit happened between mom and i again. lol this time she confirmed my new impression of her: she aint as open-minded as i had always considered her to be. i know she wants to best for me, i am touched that she's putting so much thought into my future happiness, but she really surprised me by her stubborn n narrow-minded conclusion. i really expected her to be more understanding, but instead she jumped to conclusion with the limited knowledge she obtained from the external surface. or rather, she refused to consider any other possibilities other than her own perception
things are pretty awkward now. i've lost the only person i could connect to in this family, but at least im used to feeling disappointed in her. overall i do not blame her nor dislike her. i know she just wants the best for me, she's not against me. but she just cant understand my situation, while i dun think i'll be able to understand her protectiveness til im a parent myself
i choose not to think bout mom. as long as she doesnt play the authority card, i will survive facing her sour face while holding on to what i believe in
oh yeah, its her bday tmr...sigh...dilemma...
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