satisfaction from within

i am not neglecting my responsibilities

i am still very aware of what i want in my future

i am taking full effort to achieve the future i want

i am not so sure if i've reduced my efforts, but my performance has not decreased significantly

i know balance makes me feel happier

i prefer to live happily daily than to suffer now for "future" - who can guarantee that i will live to see all my tomorrows?

i am so proud that i am able to overcome to cognitive dissonance i've been carrying throughout high school

i am one step closer to who i want to be...