im so impatient!

yeah babeh! less than 24hrs til my hunny come back to Malaysia!!!

keke, kel said my obsession is so cute. well, i think my darling is cuter. nyehehe. and yeah, if kel didnt ask me for an update, i wouldnt have noticed that it has been several days since i last blogged.

lets see, on monday morning i went for Wesak Day prayer. first time...quite an experience. watched them released fishes, tortoises and eels into Mines lake. they called it "Fong Sang" or "Fang Sheng" in Mandarin. literally translated it means "Let Alive" i understand the meaning of freeing lives that are caged up, but to buy animals from petshop to be freed seems a lil weird. i bet Buddha meant to release trapped or hurt animals free in his time. oh well, time has changed. religion has to adapt.

there were so sooooo much food after prayer. vegetarian dishes, of cos. we ate downstairs, then went to visit the Buddhist Society upstairs, and again, there were so much food. after eating 2nd round, we went home. but before reaching home, dad stopped at 7-E and bought Walls Drumstick. omg...the amount of calories consumed within 3hrs!!! needless to say, i went to the gym after that. oh its been sooooo long! im all rusty! used to be able to burn 500calories, but now only 450!!! oh well, its not the right time of the month, so my system is not in perfect condition to be pushed only. kekekeke.

on wednesday, which was yesterday, i had an amazing time catching up with the girls. initially planned to meet at Kel's at 1pm. so i planned to sleep til ten-nish. but at 9am, kel smsed, and end up we're meeting up at 10.30am instead. i jumped out of bed, bathe and drove off ady.

planned to vacuum my room before leaving, but that has to wait. naw, im not such a clean freak to vacuum my room every morning before going off. its because my entire hamster cage fell down, and i've wood shaving all over my study desk, floor, rug, and chair. sigh...what a mess...

anyway, back to my girlie trip, went shopping and lunch with Mel, Kel and Nat. talked about alot of things. haha...now that all four of us are in relationships, we have one common similarity when doing shopping. and everyone can get involved when discussing about boyfriends. well, looks like relationships are blossoming well for all of us, but we had plenty to talk about family issues. well girls, i personally find it very helpful just telling u girls bout my problems and listening to your feedback. i feel so much better just knowing im not the only one going thru tough times at home. dun ever feel that u're a burden by sharing your problems ok...bcos what are friends for if not to lend both willing ears?

i went home after Mid Valley, then went out again for dinner with the neighbors. food was ok...restaurant was very crowded. after dinner, we detoured to the playground where mom usually goes for taichi every monday, wednesday and friday. yesterday was wed, meaning mom skipped taichi to go makan. the playground was so spacious, and it felt so peaceful and quiet as i stood at the basketball court, feeling the breeze blowing so strongly in my face, listening to the wind howling as it passes my ear, and watching the stars above. it would have been the perfect place to lie down on the floor, holding Darling's hand, and silently watch the stars above. at that time, the stars looked so far away, the sky looked so high above, and i felt so small, so insignificant. that made me think...how foolish i am to focus on miniscule problems when there are so many other things going on out there...

well, Darling will be home tomorrow. my very small but very painful heartache will be solved instantly at the sight of him. this Sat i'll be doing something i've never done before, but feeling very excited for being courageous enough to explore new experience. to some, its no biggie, but to others, they have plenty to criticize. well, i wont expose it til Sat is over *secretive wink*

i cant believe class is starting on monday, cos it feels like my holiday is only starting tomorrow! i'll pick darling from airport, go lunch, spend the whole day in his arms. on Sat, gonna complete my adventure, then meeting darling's friends for Spiderman 3. on sunday, i'll be going up Genting with darling's family. its a day trip, they wanna clean their apartment. well, i wont be cleaning, but i wouldnt mind doing any chores as long as im with Darling =)

alrightey, its dinner time. i did something so proud tonight too. but also wont reveal it til its time. hehehe..yes im very secretive tonight...well my whole holiday has been quite secretive. i can share it all soon... ^o^

High with anticipation and impatience,
-sel-