My Id...
wants immediate gratification. want to spend all my time with the only person who gives me acceptance, wants to have long hour of lunches filled with girlie gossips, likes manicure, pedicure, facial, shopping, movies, etc. loves being pampered and living a luxurious life. totally fulfilling the pleasure principle.
hates people who tries to stop me from achieving pleasure. consider them selfish, non-understanding, speaking like some know-it-all when they know nothing about me, pretending to care when all they want is the fame reflected from my achievements.
My Superego...
parents' values taught since young...they taught me to focus solely on studies. how important education is, that i can only get first place, top of the top, and nothing lower than that. they said children should obey parents, not question them, while parents dun need to understand children's perspective, dun have to explain their reasons for imposing restrictions, dun have to know what's going on in their children's lives.
My ego...
ego scanned the environment, and conduct reality test before deciding to give in to id or superego. ego tries to satisfy both id and superego by gratifying pleasure within acceptable norms.
i think my superego has been winning til i started university life...
i think im too addicted to immediate gratification to accept criticisms or any restrictions imposed by moral values...or parents' expectations...
that's the reality now...
will i ever overcome the anger and frustration of being restricted? or should i stop giving in so much to my superego?
Angry, disappointed, and ashame,
-sel-
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