last night tried a temporary relief method. well, wouldnt say it didnt work. it managed to give me a peaceful sleep. for awhile la. almost got caught! kekeke for once im glad my parents dun care much
anyway, well, time to apply my knowledge. booze is a depressant, not anti-depression or stimulant. plus its bad for my kidneys. and its fatal when trying to withdraw. yes yes, luckily i took abnormal psych >.<
can feel my social skills going down the drain. side effect of withdrawing from life. aiks. oh well, im not able to self-regulate at all currently. not enough energy to empathize at this moment. hopefully i get back my sharp tongue and sharp mind yet emotionally sensitive when things get better...if things get better...ok, things WILL get better...
today had tutorial. apparently i had set this "jellyfish" hairstyle trend, which got others to conform. oh well, tentacles are gone, im glad bout it. and yeah, felt very thankful for jon's and alex's company today. feels good to know ppl still care. i mean, i know they do, but well, felt really touched today =)
im trying to get control of my old life again. lets start with one factor. my main motivation factor. once i get my mind off thinking stupid things, i'll be cheerful again!
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